Peace for an old lady
Sunday, December 16th, 2007just last saturday night i played for a hokkien service at church. it was quite an experience. it had nothing to do with the music though. 2 things really caught my mind that night.
as would nay testimony or sharing services were, there were people stepping up to talk about how much god has been a blessing to them. and im especially captivated that a causcasian man actually stood up and spoke in hokkien. No not jus any hokkien but the taiwanee untainted type. shortly into his testimony he broke into a hokkien song. brilliantly sung. His story was about how god took him from the place he was and placed him in a foreign land and how he was used to reach the people of taht land where there was little resources on the gospel. This man even spoke with such a deep ocab that he actually verbalised words that i do not undertand at all. His articulation was spot on and he got all the phonetics right- a very tricky thing for non chinese to pick up ( and only because the chinese had the privilege of learning the language from young…many chinks including myself still cant get it right !).
What door god has opened, no man can close.
that really spoke to me as i heard more of god’s work in the lives of these people that were there sharing.
i believe that i was truly blessed to be there.
the 2nd most touching thing ever was ( as i will always remember ) the face of an old lady.
there was an altar call and she clambered out to teh front with the help of some very kind people and there she receievd prayer.
there was a smile on her face. that smile spoke and shone brighter than any other mortal smile for that moment. U could actually see anf FEEL the peace that she had. and even in her most dificult physical condition she clambered back to her seat way afterwards bringing with her something that she didnt come with. a most excellent christmas present i must say.
i can be sure as ever i had more in material than what that old lady had. and my physical condition is in full working order compared to hers.
yet i was jealous. i was jealous that she had something i had longed for but seldom felt.
whats the use of getting the best guitar equipment and being given a great talent. i have a wonderful band , love my job, great mother and sisters and 2 wonderful dogs ( albeit the smaller one can be atad sillier at times ) & a caring girl but not have peace with yourself and with that peace with god.
i guess one of the greatest christmas presents i could ever receieve is the peace of god. it would be a shame to gain everything i have set out to do but still lose myself to the world.